Training For The Marathon: The Journey So Far

It has been a very eventful last few months in marathon training – the pace has picked up fast and it’s now hard to believe that I only took up jogging again last October. The runner in me is thrilled to be given this opportunity to show what she’s made of. Well, actually, today the runner in me is feeling a bit sorry for herself, as bending down and even walking are proving to be quite difficult since running the Grove Half-Marathon on Sunday! But, aside from the current soreness – which will soon heal and is all just part and parcel of training for a marathon – things are going good. My journey so far…

I started off at Uni running once or twice a week with my running buddy Ros. We’ve been great motivation for each other from the go and have managed to keep our running schedule fresh by adding lots of variety. We’ve ran around the football field, through the Woodlands, to the other Uni campus, up to ASDA, as well as staying close to home and lapping the Uni halls – I enjoyed this, challenging myself to go an extra lap or two! On University days, we’d run mornings and during school placement, the evenings, as we’d be getting up even earlier and didn’t fancy running at 5am! Typically, we’d aim for three runs a week, and although we weren’t too rigid with ourselves on the exact time or day, we seemed to stick to this well. On seeing our fitness and strength increase, we progressively upped the pace, and in our prime we were running one 30 minute and two 40 minute runs a week.

Last month I was on placement in Paris, and keen to continue with my training, I packed my running gear and a copy of Runner’s World – which I have totally gotten into! Lucky for me, a few others on the course had the same idea too and soon enough I had myself a running crew, or as we liked to call ourselves ‘ladies who run’. We ran together all around La Defense, looking up at the skyscraper buildings and with the Arc de Triomphe and the Eiffel Tower in view – amazing! Our calf muscles certainly felt the impact of all the steps we were running up and down, but nevertheless our motivation remained strong to the end. We kept the runs consistent, going for 30 minutes every other evening – and this felt just right.

On returning to England, and with just a week to go before my half-marathon, I knew it was time to rest. Perfect time too, being away from Uni and on Easter holidays in Dorset. I wanted to get to Sunday feeling well-rested and in top spirits. Five days before the marathon, I went for one last run. Knowing that I hadn’t yet had a ‘big run’, or anything more than 50 minutes, I planned on making this one an hour. Perhaps I could have made it to the 60 minutes, or longer, but on that day I didn’t. I ran for 45 minutes, and felt exhausted after that. So, I never made my big run beforehand, but there was no time to worry – marathon day was fast approaching…

I didn’t feel particularly fit at the start of the race, or particularly anything, apart from cold! My arms were bare and I just couldn’t wait to get going to warm up! I’d had my usual morning porridge and a banana closer to the run, which felt good. I didn’t see the worth of ‘loading the carbs’ too much just before running, but had had plenty more carbohydrates than usual leading up to the day and the night before, supplying me with lots of energy. And before I had a chance to rethink my new running trousers decision, fiddle around with the safety pins fastening my running number to my top or wish I’d made more of a logical plan to get me through the run, I was off… and very quickly being overtaken by a lot of runners, including my brother Joe and Ros’s boyfriend Liam. That was the last I saw of those two!

Me and Ros stayed together at the start and seemed to be laughing a lot – I put this down to nerves. Here we were, actually running a half-marathon, surrounded by the White Horse Harriers running club, wow! The laughing didn’t last long, as the mileage and breathwork increased. For every mile, I decided to run for someone I knew; I ran for my family members, for my friends, and then finally for the last mile I ran for everyone and the world! Perhaps a choice fuelled by endorphins, but it just felt right! and worked as a great focus and source of inspiration – anything to take my mind off my increasingly heavy legs and the distance to the finish. Where was it, the end?

Well I can gladly say, I did find the end. And I didn’t make a bad time either: 2:10. I had kept to my aim too – the one I made around mile four, working out that I was making each mile just within ten minutes. I saw my Mum’s smiling face, cheering me on as I ran the last 400m, and as I like to do in my training, I mustered together all my remaining energy and flew into a sprint to the finish line and I really was flying high! Although immediately collapsing to the ground afterwards, clutching my White Horse Harriers mug I had just been handed, I stayed high for quite a while – the endorphins really had got me.

I can say I’ve never experienced anything like it. What a rush and a real sense of achievement the half-marathon has given me. I’ve learnt such a lot already through my training, and I’m feeling strong and determined as ever for the full marathon this October in Amsterdam. Bring on the rest of the training and the very next run! Now, where’s my copy of Runner’s World?…

Breathe It Away

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“Just Breathe It Away” are the wise words once uttered to me.

And which I’ll never forget. They’ve stayed with me since and have brought me great freedom from life’s difficult times.

The truth is there are going to be difficult times on your life’s journey. Moments of unease, frustration, anger, fear, weakness or pain.

But it’s up to you to choose your response, your approach to whatever’s thrown your way.

You can let things consume you, get at you, aggravate you, have power over you. Or you can choose to Breathe It Away and thereby release yourself from any hold.

The breath is a very powerful tool, that we are all so fortunate to have. At your beckon call it comes forth, in any state that you so ask for.

Allow the breath to guide you, steer you, strengthen you, free you.

You won’t always have the security, the comfort, the peace of being under your covers, wrapped in your blanket, on your meditation cushion or under the dimmed and assuring lights of your yoga class. Sometimes you have to face the music – directly.

So say you’re sitting opposite someone and they say something that gets your back up, that annoying or ridiculous thing they’ve said before and you just know they’ll say again! “How dare they!” When they know how much it upsets or annoys you why are they doing it? Why aren’t they changing?” Or you see something that makes you see red, you hear something that makes your heart sink, your stomach churn. And you feel like there is nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. “No escape” you say. “I just can’t cope, I’m just so argh right now, my heart is thumping uncontrollably and I need to shout out!” “I need to leave this space. I need to go back to my room, shut the door and stay under my covers, until they change.”

And this is perfectly natural. As human beings, you will feel things, experience different emotions, be ruffled in different ways.

But another truth for you, which may seem shocking: They don’t need to change. They simply are, it simply is this way. You need to change.

You can only ever work on yourself.

So when you feel so strongly in such a way that it causes you pain. Bring it back to you – see the effect, the unhealthiness this is creating for you. Know that it is time for a new response. You can change the cycle, start afresh!

Start by surrendering to your powerlessness. You don’t need to deny how you feel – feelings will change in time with new habits – you just need to bring acceptance to where you are right now and learn to feel your breath.

Breathe It Away. Breathe It Away.
Wherever you are, whatever the difficult situation bring a conscious awareness to your breathing, slow it down and count to 10. And just stay present. You don’t need to escape.

In doing so you will find new answers, new meaning, new responses and new guidance you may not have known could exist.

Try it – Breathe It Away – and find your release.

Letting Go

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Ahhh to feel truly relaxed, at peace and free. To have this feeling fill you up and flow through you. That is just a wonder.

Letting Go is all about setting yourself free, softening, finding solace, a place of comfort and being released from any discomfort.

It is a brilliant tool to use in bringing more and more happiness to you. As you begin to let go in different areas of your life, you become closer connected with your core, your essence. You relearn how to breathe deeply, see the hearts around you and spend moments of pure happiness with loved ones.

Letting Go is such a valuable skill to nurture. And one to keep close to you on your life’s journey. It is precious. For the process of gradual release allows you to unwind, untie and discard anything in you and your life which is in ravels, knots, piles and perhaps has been for some time, accumulating dust.

As you begin to let go, you can stand back and see before your eyes how the world can change and look so different. This new softer, calmer perspective allows your breath to lengthen, muscles to relax and the stars to brighten above you.

No longer do you need to hold on to any anger bubbling inside you, hate spitting out of you, resentment festering, regret lingering, greed all-consuming, frustration revving. The tightness constricting you can relax, old thoughts can be blown away and peace can set in.

How can you Let Go? When you’re holding on with all your might to a world you know so well and have habituated – How can you refresh the moment, untangling what you no longer need?

How can you find such peace and tranquility, a release from caught-up emotions? How can you see the sunlight again after it’s been hiding for so long behind that cloud?

Not always an easy process. Taking longer for some than others. But totally possible and definitely worth the effort.

For each of us, the ravels, knots and piles vary. The things you want to let go of in your life are different from your partners, friends and family. Letting Go is a personal journey. So you need to think carefully about what it is that you are holding on to that restricts you from being truly free and the best, healthiest version of yourself. What is it that’s wasting your energy, enthusiasm and potential?

Ways of Letting Go: Close any arguments that have been going on for countless time, no matter who’s fault you think it is. Forgive everyone, no matter how much hurt you feel. Lose all blame, taking full responsibility for yourself. Do not victimise yourself, this only wastes time. Know that happiness is an inside job, the answers aren’t ‘out there’. Be grateful for everything you have, little and large. Make friends with your supposed enemies, see them as innocent. Speak with loving words to yourself, harsh words feed the pain. Seek the things that bring you lasting joy, lose the things that weigh you down. Look on the positive side of life, lose negativity. Stop trying to please everyone, it’s not possible or worthwhile. Drop the habits which leave you feeling bad, see them as old.

Forgiveness, Self-Responsibility, Inner Happiness, Gratitude, Friendship, Kindness, Compassion – these are your keys to peace. And unless you unlock the doors, you may never see how different it can be.

Throughout the process of Letting Go stay close to your breath. Breathe in everything that you feel, good or bad. Use your breath to steady yourself, stay in the present moment and slow things down for you to see clearly what’s really happening.

Breathe in. Let Go. Breathe out.

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